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Konatsu Warren ([personal profile] unfortunateson) wrote2011-08-06 09:59 pm
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IT'S A MEEEEEEME ooooh it's a meeeeeme

I HIT 11K TONIGHT AND I FEEL LIKE A QUESTIONS MEME

HIT ME FOR KONATSU AND LENALEE YEAAAAAAH.
adharma: (wedding cake in the road)

[personal profile] adharma 2011-08-07 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
oohhh look we have relationship meme stuff ...

tho you can get a pass on that if you want and instead tell me five things konatsu has eaten in aather that he finds delicious.
adharma: (have you ever considered guns?)

[personal profile] adharma 2011-08-07 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
OK I WROTE A THING AND THEN REALIZED IT MADE NO SENSE SO I AM TRYING AGAIN.

THE BOTTOM LINE IS THAT MUKURO IS NEUTRAL-RUBY AT KONATSU EXCEPT FOR IN A FEW PLACES:
a) :|a somewhat jealous but isn't exactly sure what to do with jealousy so he routes that to annoyed
b) wary
-> which is because! he sees that Dera and Konatsu are bros and is basically like oh shit ok if Konatsu isn't happy Dera won't be and then that sucks. Logically. And then that comes to oh well Konatsu hates me :"|;; that is a bit difficult.
-> Konatsu is also close to Dusk who is probably Dawn's most important thing I guess I am fucked there too.
-> logistically he sees Konatsu as an important linchpin in terms of being . . . smart and having off-team relations and balanced and crap. And Dera likes Konatsu so clearly this is an indicator.

BUT BASICALLY he sees Konatsu with a lot of power and is unsure how to approach that. HAS DECIDED TO DEAL WITH THIS BY NOT AT ALL winninnnggg. But essentially he is just going to "step off" a bit and observe Ruby and see if he's right and try to figure out how to deal with the KONATSU FACTOR!11

(STUPIDKURO THOUGHTS ON RUBY GO HERE). Not in a conscious or probably even narratively intended way lolo. But Mukuro tends to balance himself with the people he surrounds himself with, expansion of ego whatever whatever. In Aather he's mostly going by trial and error cos that's impossible. (Also went through a bit of a trial and error itself anyway). So far he sees all of his tries with Konatsu resulting in error and in general ... unsure how to approach. (BLAHBLAHMUKUROSHITGOESHERE) He also feels like. Unbalanced? KONATSU THROWS HIM OFF '-'

uhhh. Being disliked or hated or being told he's stupid or done wrong or whatever is really nothing. He is ok with that and it wouldn't change how he deals or sees with anyone because lol. But Konatsu's like YOU ARE AFRAID and stuff is really . . . he doesn't have that self-awareness and his scale for measuring "fear" is really skewed. So anxieties or fears never feel like fear to him so he feels like . . . it can't be true. But also can't logic out of it entirely. Also kind of confused as to the whole be a better person shit but whatever. Yes taking the path of least resistenccceeee. Dislike me that is ok just don't expect things of me :U

KONATSU HAS TO SWITCH TEAMS TO A TEAM NOT TIGER'S EYE wharrr does he gooo
adharma: (and then the rain came【 六 】)

[personal profile] adharma 2011-08-07 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't think about them a lot. MR SELF-DELUSION DOESN'T THINK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS AND IT MAKES HIM FEEL OK. OK. Like it has never occurred to him to really break down why they end up on a team. A few times people have brought it up to him and he's just like :| If he had to think about it he would agree they were either random or set up to make people change and the second would make him infinitely more cranky as he'd see it as a plot against them. I GUESS HILARIOUSLY IF HE HAD TO THINK ABOUT IT HE WOULD NEVER SEE IT IN A POSITIVE LIGHT \:D/

Reverse that is interesting I ASSUME KONATSU HAS LESS DELUSIONAL AVOIDANT THOUGHTS.
adharma: (monochrome)

[personal profile] adharma 2011-08-07 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
TWO REASONS. One, he is a needy bastard and pretty hypersensitive to things that could get in the way of things he wants! Paranoid + manipulative selfish feelings contribute to a lot of his OH WELL OK A THEN B THEN C THEN X because he is bad at logical progression. But he is now extremely sure Dera likes Konatsu better :|a CLEARLY THIS BODES POORLY FOR HIM. Also if Dusk likes Konatsu a lot this will CLEARLY FALL INTO DAWN SOMEHOW 8|;; what do.

Second!1 And this is a hilarious thing. Because Acedia has like developed this weird irrational jealousy over people who can ... fun...ction........ like. He's jealous cos Dusk can be a REAL PERSON WITH REAL RELATIONS AND PEOPLE LIKE HIM!1 And Acedia is just like 8|; well we had a similar experience why do I suck. But this is a really... weirdly buried thing because it requires a certain amount of self-awareness and desire to "fit in" normally or whatever. So mostly it just backburners as OH NOES IRRATIONAL IRRITATION AND JEALOUSY 8(. So he is also jealous that Konatsu can person.

... so why does Konatsu think they were all picked :Oa
adharma: (rubydere)

[personal profile] adharma 2011-08-14 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
--> PLUS FIVE DERE BUT ALSO PLUS FIVE JEALOUSY so I guess more jealous. Konatsu moved out of Ruby-Neutral to Ruby-Positive. TALKING TO KONATSU ACTUALLY FORCES ACEDIA TO BE MORE SELF AWARE? Which is actually really depressing for him and he kind of hates it and it is immensely stressful and HE WANTS IT TO NOT HAPPENNNNNnnnn.

But he is also having a good conversation with Konatsu. So it is like okok this is ok except for where I realize I feel terrible about everything? And later he will probably sprawl out and be like ughhh whine whine bitch bitch Konatsu bitch bitch. And will feel kind of wary about Konatsu but more in the like UGH OH NOES FORCED TO REALIZE HOW MUCH I FEEL TERRIBLE than any other like oh noes Konatsu will ruin my life feelings. SO THAT IS BETTER ...

The thing, besides the emotional shift, Acedia most keyed into was Konatsu being like oh yes here is our common ground. Except Acedia parsed it a (to himself) as like Konatsu had a common experience with him and yet somehow is not sucking at life. And Try Hard just doesn't cut it for him. Acedia's a perfectionist who sucks at perfection :'D.

ESSENTIALLY KONATSU HAS ENTERED NEW ACEDIA TERRITORY and Acedia is debating whether or not to ask Konatsu advice. But he is also vvvverrrrrryyyyyy unsure and talking to Konatsu is exhausting.

UPDATE ME.
forthefonofit: (Girl - Hee!)

[personal profile] forthefonofit 2011-08-07 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
ANY UPDATES BETWEEN KONATSU AND JADE? Idr
forthefonofit: (Tiny - Hmmmmmm)

[personal profile] forthefonofit 2011-08-07 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
MOST OF THE RELATIONSHIP STILL APPLIES, where Konatsu's about the closest Jade could call a friend, but isn't one really. He's pretty comfortable with Konatsu, which says a lot all by itself when it's Jade. Sure he gets along with people, but there's getting along, then there's comfort, then there's closeness, and way deep in there is intimacy, so Konatsu's pretty far ahead outside of Emerald.

Finding out Konatsu has a crush on him was surprising! But it wasn't anything that was earth-shattering since he's fully aware Konatsu's also in a relationship with Dusk. And while Jade doesn't care one bit about the whole monogamy thing, it's also something that Konatsu's choice because Jade doesn't. Really care. If asked, he'd go with it, but it doesn't really matter to him either way. So for now it's just "Oh, something else to tease him about. 8)"

PS: if he knew you had a thing for his uniform for sure, that'd also count as another thing to tease you with, Konatsun.


LET'S TALK LENALEE AND EDMUND for the hell of it!
forthefonofit: (It was a pleasure knowing you)

[personal profile] forthefonofit 2011-08-07 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
DEFINITELY THREAD MORE! Edmund gets that Lenalee's a very loyal person, ie loyal to friends because that was some stubborn right there. He's impressed and respects that a lot! More importantly, he understands that if someone close to her is in danger, she's not going to sit there and just wait it out happily or easily. He figures she's really nice, but that he saw the more serious side of her that time. Also the most embarrassment ever because of that truth game. BUT YES MORE THREADS!

Acedia gets booked and Ruby gets ToA Van, how does Konatsu react?
sharksong: (\o\)

[personal profile] sharksong 2011-08-07 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
RELATIONSHIP ME for Dera
sharksong: (Love the things you've got)

[personal profile] sharksong 2011-08-07 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Not much has changed I think! Dera still looks up to Konatsu the most—he's the one on Ruby that he most wants to emulate, and he's beginniiiiing to creep up on Mukuro for the top spot of who Dera wants the most approval from. But yeah he basically adores Konatsu and is unhappy when he's unhappy and totally sees him as a big brother even if it's not something he's really consciously realized. And does value his opinions and input the most out of anyone on the team—like, he sees Konatsu as more experienced and more reasonably moraled as opposed to the extremes Mukuro and Luke represent, so he feels like he has a realistic take on things which is important to him! So yeah :(a LOEV BIG BRO


YOUR EVIL BOSS SHOWS UP ON STERLING. WHAT DOES KONATSU DO.
sharksong: (What if we could)

[personal profile] sharksong 2011-08-07 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
Uhhh at this point if he went and tortured/killed/raped/SOMETHING ON THAT LEVEL another dude for his own personal whims or gain. I don't think he would ABANDON HIM, but being able to be with him would become too difficult to bear at that point. It's pretty strained already from this last incident, so it's on a kind of last chance probation for the time being.

What does Konatsu think about Dera and Mukuro's relationship?
Edited 2011-08-07 07:42 (UTC)
sharksong: (Do not pass go?)

[personal profile] sharksong 2011-08-07 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
He is! But I think a large part of that is because so far their physical relationship's been fairly typical of the kind of things teenagers would do anyway. Pretty vanilla or illicit ~touching~, and yeah there's definite rough and aggressive notes thrown into it at times, but even that's on the mild side of things so it's not enough to alarm him at all (and really a little aggression and roughness wouldn't turn him OFF in the first place). He is kind of reeling from it in a way, though? His sex drive isn't actually very high, so he just feels like he's getting dragged along sometimes. :|a But not in an upsetting way, just kind of overwhelmed at times.

The only thing that's really bothered him so far is the occasional pressuring for public sex, which is just. n-no \o/ Would not ever be comfortable with that.

Top five things Konatsu wants to do that don't involve Mukuro somehow.
deadlyfurniture: happy (be quite handsome)

[personal profile] deadlyfurniture 2011-08-07 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
SUP KONATSU what are his thoughts on Mitchell and his EXCELLENT DECISIONS
deadlyfurniture: questioning (That clean the ocean floor)

[personal profile] deadlyfurniture 2011-08-07 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
Konatsu is actually the person whose opinion Mitchell took most seriously about the whole business, because Konatsu is the only person Mitchell cares about and respects who isn't DIRECTLY related to the whole deal (ie not Sapphire or TE or Knife) and therefore isn't really biased one way or another. So he was super relieved that Konatsu took it well and didn't nailbat him or anything, and Konatsu was basically the only person who could have convinced him to tell everyone about it, which he did.

In general Mitchell's kind of... worried for Konatsu a bit. Since he has to deal with Acedia and thanks to the mirror game Mitchell knows a little bit about how bad Acedia can get, and because Konatsu was obviously stressed enough to snap during Three's heart game and that's never a good thing. He wants to have a talk to him about that but the whole OOPS KILLED A GUY thing kinda overshadowed it too much for him to do it in their last thread. So he might just bring it up again another time.

IS Konatsu still stressed out about augh I can't do anything right like he blew up in Mitchell's direction about?
deadlyfurniture: happy (And as O'Malley poured me out a drink)

[personal profile] deadlyfurniture 2011-08-07 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
HE IS ACTUALLY MOSTLY JUST FINE WITH IT I mean he does love his team, and he doesn't mind spending time with his team at all. Which is half the reason he didn't put up a fight about being accompanied all the time! The other half being just wanting to do basically anything to make everyone happy of course. Obviously it gets a bit awkward when he does things like accidentally traumatise Kite by making out with Jaina in front of him oops.

The other unanticipated side effect is that it means Mitchell can't exercise his tendency to stalk off angrily from arguments as effectively as he would like, which I find kind of hilarious. Because he really does tend to run away from arguments instead of resolving them and he kind of... can't so much now. But that only happens very occasionally.

IS KONATSU UP FOR CHAPERONING MITCHELL DUTY?
deadlyfurniture: happy (Chamber upon chamber)

[personal profile] deadlyfurniture 2011-08-07 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
WHO KNOWS MAN he and Jaina had been flirting with each other for a while, so he figured she should be one of the first people he told about the vampire/killing business, so he did that and she kissed him and then they chased off Kite and had sex. So from his point of view it's just yay we had fun and get on well let's do that again sometime. I mean they're only now having a relatively deep and meaningful conversation the day after that XD

From what I know as a player, Jaina wants both Mal and Mitchell and Mitchell would be totally okay with this if he knew cause he has vampire sensibilities when it comes to relationships (even if he doesn't know that's where he gets it from) which is PRETTY FREE AND EASY. Except for being kind of confused about her still liking him after he killed the other guy she likes but okay if you're sure that's fine then it's fine!

... tell me about the state of Konatsu's pants or more to the point his pants-related feelings :|a
deadlyfurniture: questioning (From the first day I saw her)

[personal profile] deadlyfurniture 2011-08-07 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I play the Sea Witch and I have a knight app in the queue sob.

[personal profile] heliokleptic 2011-08-07 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
relationship meeee
i may reply tomorrow because I am about to go derp off into dds replaying

[personal profile] heliokleptic 2011-08-07 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Dawn is just very... Konatsu is really in the same place that most of his party end ups in prior to PERSONAL TRAUMA BONDING. He trusts Konatsu with, most things, not with things he has started to realize are Konatsu's 'weak points' (like, anger). But wouldn't really hesitate to trust him with most things. He likes it when they talk about memories, but it doesn't happen a lot? So sometimes it's like KONATSU IS REALLY KIND AND UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWS HOW TO HUG PROPERLY ;.; but then they seem to fall away from that again.

SO BASICALLY doesn't uuusually feel very close to? But trusts and is comfortable with and certainly loves. And while there is a part of him that is jealous of his relationship with Dusk, it's smaller than the part of him that is happy Konatsu and Dusk are happy. AND NOW THAT SEX IS COMPLETELY OFF THE TABLE that will be even less of a thing.

He isn't really sure where Konatsu is with Acedia right now. Other than that Konatsu seems to have calmed down, sooo he probably figures it blew over AS IT DOES. But I don't think he'll be terribly surprised when he realizes that Konatsu just regulated him very harshly unto YOU ARE AN UNTRUSTWORTHY CHILDISH MONSTER because. it's pretty true =|a And Dawn is understanding of that but doesn't really care if other people hate Acedia for it.

HOW MUCH DOES KONATSU KNOW ABOUT ACEDIA'S HORRIBLE BACKSTORY? would his feelings change if he knew more?
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[personal profile] anopenbook 2011-08-07 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Yours on mine?